Somebody had the nerve to take the herb out of my doobie ashtray why’d they do me that way…-Devin the Dude
I could’ve sworn I’ve used this line before but whatevs! I usually use it when I’m in a shitty mood. Growing up in Cleveland, I had to sneak to listen hip hop at my friend’s houses (as I mentioned, my parents were square) anyways, we often listened to southern underground hip hop, one of those rappers being Devin the Dude.
So yeah, I’m feeling like this right about now. Just shitty. Awesome shit is happening for everyone and I’m just over here, tryna duck and dodge rain clouds. Lawd, why can’t I just learn to be content!! Argh!!
I had a little wind in my sails starting my little passion project, the Tiffanyinthecity Podcast. Yeah, that bullshit crashed and burned – temporarily. I recorded my first podcast – which is posted. My friends said it sounded like a therapy session, thanks to my prying ass co-host (what the fuck!?! That shit sound like I’m a fat bitch with low self esteem and he kept taking me off topic!) I recorded two other shows that were actually pretty damn good that may never see the light of day, one of which someone (NOT ME) forgot to save, so who knows…whatevs! I have to regroup. I can’t give up. I have to keep pushing…I guess…I need to put a team together. People that see my vision, even when I can’t see the whole staircase and want to help me walk down that bitch because they know it’s just that important to mankind! Ha! (Insert your favorite emoji here)
Anywho…bear with me. I’ve been pretty pissed the last couple of days. I felt like a total piece of shit announcing that I was finally about doing something with this little light of mine. Bringing you some AWESOMENESS besides a bunch of scattered blog posts about getting drunk and masturbating just to turn around and not have shit to show for it!
Sigh…Be patient my friends and pray that I have patience as well. Sheesh!
Catch you on the flipslide when a bitch is mo’ proactive and on the up and up! Holla!