Hey Party People!! I’ve been gone for a little bit. TiffMoney was off taking care of her damn business. Sorry I haven’t posted in a while. Did you miss me?
I noticed that you have…My stats for the blog have been pretty damn consistent despite me not writing, so that’s AWESOME!!!! I have a lot of blogs in my draft section that I started writing and couldn’t seem to finish so I’ll be funneling those out in the upcoming weeks. Anywho, let me give you an update!
Well, I finally got a new freaking job! One paying what I think my black ass is worth too…and it’s at a sexy ass Fortune 100 company too so your girl ain’t got NO WORRIES right about now…crazy part, I got this job, paying me more than that last tragic ass job I applied for that loved me until my personality test came back, with only a 30 min phone screen. Ya girl is impressive eh?…This job is a very technical position, a cross between Web Content Management and building web pages…blah…blah…blah…, so I see why a nut ass personality test would be pointless in this situation. (I’m still mad about that bullshit)
…AND in addition to THIS new job, I’m still contracting part-time from home with my last two jobs doing social media, creative design, email marketing AND web management…oh I just love marketing automation software and being able to schedule shit to deploy throughout the week while I’m drankin’ my red wine…so you see the reason for the late posts and my absence? My black ass has been BUSY!!…soon as I get my first real paycheck I’m going to buy a gold Lamborghini like Meek Mills when he first got his deal…sike! I’m actually pretty hype about opening an E-trade account!
Now on to the more interesting part…my new gig is about 1hr and 30 minutes from Philly!…and my lease is about to be up…so you see I have some decisions to make!
You know, I’ve been going to church a lot lately, like every Sunday…one of the things the deacon said in one sermon really touched me…it went a little something like this…“You know, we all have Free Will. We can do what we want, but sometimes God has a plan for us and he needs to get us back on track. You heard the saying, you can lead a horse to water but you can’t make him drink? Well how about we make him a little thirsty? You see God puts all of these obstacles in your way so that you have no choice but to follow his way…” It was SOMETHING like that….but the ‘make the horse thirsty’ part what was got to me.”
If you’ve been reading a few of my posts, you know that I’ve been going through it!! I certainly believe in divine intervention, predestination and alll that jazz so I try to make sense of the uncomfortable situations that I have to go through…like everything is happening to push me towards where I’m ‘posed to go! Every heartache, snub and slight…was supposed to happen because that shit wasn’t for me! Despite how much I wanted it to be, I had to go through it to get angry enough to begrudgingly move tha fuck on!!!…and to learn a lesson…
Long story short, there’s something bigger FATED. I just hope it’s a big ball of AWESOMENESS. Funny how everything is coming together…I want to leave Philly but I don’t want to leave. I HATE adjusting to change but sometimes it’s needed. I’ve lived in this jawn for 10 years now. I moved to Illadelph when I was 20 and now at 30… I think it may be time to roll out. I’d love to move to D.C. but all signs are pointing north…that cultured black family life may not be for me…not just yet anyway…tha G-O-D may have something even bigger and better planned…I’m not normal, ordinary or average so I guess I shouldn’t aspire to live a normal, ordinary, average life like everyone else. I’ve got Big Dreams Bitches!!! I’m tryna make fucking WAVES in the ocean not just splash around in the middle class kiddie-pool! Can we say tsunami?
Time to start making these dreams come true! I just needed a little push…over the next few months, when it’s time to leave my apartment…time will tell. I’ll keep you posted!
This is about to be an adventure…I can feel it.
-Till next time